The twists and turns a thread takes once you have articulated your thoughts is fascinating. I have enjoyed each and every one of the responses to my thoughts and I thank you all for taking the time and making the effort to share your views.
I agree with Ben when it comes to enjoying your trains and not worrying. If my thoughts seem to be interpreted as "worry" or if anyone is concerned that I am "financially strapped," let me be the first to relieve you of your burdens. I am not at all worried and I am doing better than ever. The train sale I am conducting has nothing to do with finances and my love of the trains and the hobby have not diminished at all. You might be interested in the locomotive I purchased last night. More detailed than anything I have and that, in itself, is a clue to where I want to go.
I am in the process of change. Some change is dramatic, and some change is subtle. Sometimes, we journey down a path and we don't know where it will go.
My thoughts are musings and nothing more nor less. I love economics and have studied and practiced what economics teaches. My wife has an MBA from Harvard and so we have "discussions" about where all of this is going. I enjoy the discussions immensely.
I am evolving, changing, as my good friend Frank Mullen observes. I am constantly in motion and love the challenge of something new. As I have gotten more skilled and more creative, the layout has become more interesting. When the layout is "finished," I will need to go on to new challenges. I hope some of you are interested in where all of this will go. I, myself, am not completely sure. I do know one thing, though. I have to create to be happy. Running trains by itself is not satisfying now. I need to build and share with friends.
What I am going to build next, who knows? Not even me.