RDEAL, Thanks for the reply although I'm still to green in thr forum to understand what the point system means? I'm not here for points, i'm here for the real deal of human acquaintance because this world today is so fake and so unreal. What you said reminded me of my beginning into toy trains thus my drug store window theme of our layout after losing the basement. At Christmas 1965 I was 5 and still didn't have that coveted train set that all the other kids had, and on the eve of that celebration my mom was heavy with a child and had to go to the hospital so my sister and I got trucked over to grandmas with a couple of "C" cells to make it through the evening. As I recollect there were a lot of big packages under the tree at home and as a kid you just have to wonder if it was there this year right? I hope all in the forum can relate! Actually this would be a good topic "How did you receive your first trains" lol So mom went to the hospital, and dad disappeared from grandmas as well, we did our briefe Christmas opening of gifts and all was good, and my little brother was born, what a gift at the time before ultrasound etc... I had a BRO! lol and I'm white!! lol lol Dad came back from the hospital late and I was still busy playing with my stupid folded metal tabbed "C" cell rocket with flashing lights and he said "Come with me"... We went back to our home, he had me open up this huge package that had a HO UP trainset, as soon as I ripped the paper off and expressed the joy, it was back to grandmas and the train stayed home. At that young age in life, after waiting 5 years for a train, in a way it felt like it was taken away from me, even though at the time I didn't understand what it must have been like for dad after a busy day at work and a pregnant wife giving birth, and trying to please his other children must have felt like inside his spirit. As a child I never truly felt ripped off by any means, but yet waiting for the ultimate gift, opening it, then being separated from it does take its toll on the brain cells. Never the less I learned an early lesson in life at a very young age of 5, DON't EVER let anyone take your trains away from you!!!! lol What a ridiculous impact it had on my life, my modeling, my train layouts over the years, and who I am today! Thanks Dad and the OGRRForum for listening and please tell us your story..
Best Wishes
JJB