I've got to admit that reading the same old complaints about the hobby week in and week out gets old, especially when it's been the same complaints on this forum for the last thirteen years (yes I've been here that long). I was even having lunch with a well respected person in the O gauge industry last week and we stopped mid lunch and intentionally shifted the conversation from everything that is going wrong with the hobby to what is going right. So what has you excited right now? What's going right?
Keep it positive and exciting, if you're not emotionally capable of doing that, then don't post in this thread.
For me right now doing research for the Madison Hardware book is REALLY FUN. Digging up these little nuggets of information and hearing other peoples memories has been a trip. It's like being an archeologist trying to find these lost pieces of history.