Messy and unsure....have read articles saying women do not usually choose messy
suicide methods...but a lot of those stereotypes have fallen..too many "ifs" in that
method..maybe you'll just get injured with a leg cut off, etc. such as when you
chicken out, but not fast enough...but how do you understand what is in those minds..can't understand guys getting home from current wars, having survived them,
checking themselves out, after...having beaten the system!