NOTE to OTHERS: This is gonna' be long, and is primarily a response to some of the "thought points" Jerry raised. SO, there's pics to be seen, but lots of text. Browse the pics and enjoy what you can from them and skip the rest if'n you want to!
Jerry:
Wow. That's a very thoughtful and introspective-provoking post. It has caused me to reflect and ponder things some more. I'm quoting some of your input and will elaborate as I can on each point, one by one. Here we go...
"You are on I believe your third or fourth iteration of the KC Bottoms layout."
The ORIGINAL Kansas City & Gulf HO theme was conceived back in the mid-late 1990s and super-imposed over an existing Frisco-theme layout that I had grown a bit stale with. The concept of the KC&G "mythical line", was that it basically ran from my hometown of KC, down through the Ozark and Ouachita mountains of Arkansas, and on down to New Orleans. My ORIGINAL layout for the KC&G modeled the mountainous portion in the Ozarks, not KC. It was during that time of activity that the existing KC&G models were built.
When we moved to this home we're still in, it necessitated dismantling the tri-level layout on which the KC&G's "Ozark Sub" resided. Also, available layout space was significantly downsized. At the time I didn't have the available space to do the KC&G "Ozark Sub" justice, and the KC urban industrial idea was still years away from being thought of.
I felt this would be a good opportunity to experiment with two things:
1. Modeling TOC19. (Albeit in Sn3 and not HO.)
2. Modeling Colorado, which both my wife and I dearly love.
So, I gave Sn3 a gung-ho shot for a few years, but the intensity of the work required to model the era I wanted to model (TOC19), as well as the layout limitations imposed by such a small space (aka this room in which I'm typing this post), caused the idea to be abandoned before the small layout was operational.
Sn3's downfall was two fold:
1. I didn't want to build EVERYTHING (which included a LOT of scratch building) that modeling TOC19 in Sn3 required, such as building a stable of these:
The above is a Railmaster kit that started out as a pile of brass and pewter parts. It requires about 40-60 hours to complete. I needed several such engines.
2. I also became discouraged trying to cram the Colorado Rockies into a visible area that was 12'6" by 9'6". Below will be a couple of views of what I was trying to accomplish in such a small area for the Colorado Rockies in Sn3.
Here's a short train at the location that was to be known as "Spruce". Note the string of scratch built rolling stock following the locomotive. That's only a portion of the rolling stock I needed to supply even a small layout.
And here's the picture representative of the state of the bench work when I decided to throw in the towel on such a work-intensive medium. (Note: The Masonite flats were to be painted/textured to look like rock formations/etc.)
With Sn3, I had been doing a LOT of very work-intensive modeling, so much, that I was ready to take a break from ANY FORM of it... so... I reworked the Sn3 bench work, (undid the cookie cutter and made it a flat table top) and threw in some 3 rail and kicked back and ran trains for a spell. At first, I simply had a couple of loops and ran trains, savoring the relaxing smell of ozone filling the air emanating from my Postwar stuff. Then, I added some switches... next I ended up designing a layout. I figured: Well, since I'm doing 3 rail traditional, "realism" doesn't exactly have to be a high-priority... so why not cram in a bunch of track so I can do a bit of switching? Hey... what better place to find track crammed into tight places but an urban setting? HEY... why not reflect good ol' Kansas City when I was a kid?
So, during my loose knit "theme" for my 3 rail was the time that I literally stumbled upon the KC Lines idea. Along the way I developed my "Photoflats" concept and begin implementing same. Here's a representative pic of that short period of time that I relaxed with 3 rail:
As mentioned before on these forums, I soon tired of the toy train approach, yet the more I moved toward "hi-rail", the more disappointed I became with the limitations of using that medium, and the more distracting the track (height and that third rail) became. However, I did like the larger trains, so next it was S scale and I retained the KC Lines idea for this small area I had to work with.
Unfortunately, I chose to enter S at a very bad time. Product was too hard to come by, and the available variety that was congruent with what I wanted to do was nowhere near the level that I desired. I limped along in S scale never really accomplishing a whole lot until I faced the facts and pulled the plug.
HO to the rescue and suddenly I gained 30% more railroad on the same bench work for my KC Lines idea.
Soon, the idea of an out building was discussed. It was originally going to be a work shop and would not contain a layout. However, the more I thought about it, the more I realized this would be a great time to move the KC Lines theme to a new and larger home. Shortly after the decision to build an out building, I decided to reuse my KC&G as the main character on the KC Lines theme, and finally, we're at where I'm at "today" with the KC&G/KC Lines ideas. Bear in mind that the original KC&G modeling had nothing to do with KC, but was based in the Ozarks.
So, in a way, there were iterations, but getting there was somewhat a circuitous "trial and error" route.
The next item I would like to discuss:
"But you have already experienced the "small steam and broken down shortline" genre before, and you gave up on it. What was the reason you moved on before?"
Very valid observation. Hm... I had to think on that one.
I think the main reason I gave up on it was the limitations of PFM sound in a "walk around" setting. The layout space I had that I could devote to TOC19 modeling "back when" would require walking around to operate (switch the towns). It was a long and narrow space. At that time, there was no practical way to have walk-around capability with quality sound. I experimented mounting the PFM console on a rolling tray with long tethers to the layout for electrical connections and reverb unit and operated TOC19 stuff on my existing tri-level diesel layout to see how this arrangement would work. The inconvenience of doing so was not something that had long term appeal. Then the move to the new house came and that was that.
When I had another chance to explore TOC19 I went with a bit larger trains (Sn3) in this smaller room, which I elaborated on above. I sort of left HO behind at that point for a long time, so that's what happened to not only the HO TOC19, but also the HO diesels.
Next point:
"Every hour you spend on this current planning effort is one hour less that keeps you from having a functional railroad with sound equipped SWs shoving cuts of cars..."
I will elaborate on this point a bit later.
"I suspect that you very much enjoy the planning and start of the execution phase for various layouts, but then you mind wants to wander to new challenges, and that you like repeating this part of the cycle."
That is a very good observation, and is quite accurate, though I don't intentionally set out to repeat the cycle. For years, V scale (the computer train thing), catered to this aspect. However, my simulator of choice (Microsoft Train Simulator) and the ancient support programs it needs in order to develop route concepts, is very long in tooth. Microsoft abandoned Train Simulator years ago, and the 3rd party vendors that created some of the foundational development/support programs have moved on. Thus, I have come to the conclusion when my old XP machine (on which the development/support programs run) gives up the ghost, that's it for me and V scale.
So, accepting the fact that I will eventually face the loss of V scale, I have been susceptible to the temptation of finding a different outlet for my TOC19 interest. Seeing as I had all this HO TOC19 stuff left over from way back when, and seeing as I would have available bench work (this small room bench work), it seemed like the thing to do at the time. At least, that's my story an' I'm stickin' to it.
I've read and gave thought to the rest of your points, and they were all salient, and caused me to reflect on what I'm doing. Your input is very much appreciated, and very valuable to help me introspect to make sure I know where I'm at in this hobby. Which brings me back to two more things you mention that I'd like to expound upon a bit before I close. I think my response will answer both of these points. Those two are these:
"...your overall plans for where you would like to go in this hobby. <snip> Every hour you spend on this current planning effort is one hour less that keeps you from having a functional railroad..."
I have pondered both of those points A LOT over the past years, especially since I'm not getting younger. During that time, here's what I have come up with an answer to this one as it applies to me:
"...where you would like to go in this hobby."
I want to go where I find fun. Pure and simple. If that means I'm having fun tinkering with a KC&G engine at hobby desk, or building some layout bench work (IF I ever get a contractor to finish my out building!!!), or reading this forum... whatever... I want it to be FUN, first and foremost.
This is indeed, my hobby. It's not my artistic outlet, or other more serious endeavor, it's where I explore and enjoy my love and fascination of historical trains, be they diesel or steam.
Actually, my wife helped me to accept that about myself and hobbies. For decades, I was "progress oriented" and berated myself when I wasn't making progress. After seeing this for several years, Sharon basically said "lighten up Francis"... and she was right. For the past several years, I have accepted that, for me, a hobby is about having fun.
That's why this...
"Every hour you spend on this current planning effort is one hour less that keeps you from having a functional railroad..."
...sounds way too much like "work" to me now.
My first priority is to have fun and enjoy what I'm involved in. In regards to model railroading, if meaningful progress gets made on a layout along the way... so much the better. If not, if I'm having fun doing what I'm doing, then as a hobby, it is serving its purpose.
And you're right, I don't have a lot of time at this point to devote to much of anything. That's why I'm still in a "seek and acquire" mode, and really don't expect a lot of noticeable progress on a layout until I retire in right at two years. If I don't make it to retirement, then I've had fun doing what I've done with model railroading. If do make it to retirement, then I'll enjoy doing whatever I end up doing with model railroading. My "goal" at this point is have the expensive stuff purchased and waiting, and indulge in the bulk of the labor intensive stuff once I can start my "never ending weekend".
If it doesn't work out as planned... as long as I've enjoyed what I'm doing/have done, it has been beneficial as a hobby.
"I may be out of line in posting this, but since you have asked for feedback..."
Nope. Not out of line... like I said VERY thought-provoking and good questions were asked. It was good for me to articulate "the way I am" for myself as well!
All fer now!
Andre