Regardless, Cody, it’s time to make a choice and follow through this time. Consider this a message of tough love.
For more than three years, you have been talking about getting into trains and still have nothing to actually help you enjoy the hobby.
You have mentioned HO, O and G scale — all in the past month alone, on different OGR forums. You know you have a limited budget, sometimes as low as $100, but you have often asked for manufacturers to make new locomotives that ultimately would cost more than $1,000. Or for fantasy locomotives (as in out-of-this world models of pure imagination) that are so far-fetched that waiting for them is pointless.
You have even asked for advice about how to make certain fantasy models, but you haven’t really tried any conventional modeling yet, so you can’t really act on that advice without some basic experience.
I know this is difficult for you, given your background, but you need to focus your interest. HO is fine, and you can buy some classic stuff within your tight budget. So, now, do it.
Wishing for stuff can be fun, too, but by getting into trains of a particular scale you don’t need to stop wishing for something else in whatever scale you might like. You can do both.
And you can still page through the new Lionel catalogs online as they are released, as long as you don’t put off getting into the hobby because you have convince yourself the next catalog will have that perfect item for you. Within your current constraints, that’s highly unlikely.
And if you prefer just to be a dreamer, that’s fine too. But then maybe limit pronouncements about what you are going to do and instead just participate in discussions as an interested onlooker.
Once you decide to actually buy some trains, then you can seek some advice on how to improve what you have.
I really hope you do make a choice this time.