Preface:
This will basically be an ongoing blog of sorts. I am essentially going to be "thinking out loud" to help me distill and analyze the pros and cons of what I think would be the best modeling direction for me for the foreseeable future. Your participation is encouraged. Perhaps you will see something, or have a perspective, I have yet to see or perceive. Who knows? Perhaps some of you others out there will see your own circumstances in my situation, therefore some of the thoughts and replies could aid you as well? Anyway, all this said... here we go...
I seem to have waded off into some pretty deep model railroading doo-doo. So, standing here mired in the odoriferous muck, I need to take pause, look around, and figure out which path is best in order to reach better footing before considerably more effort is expended. Let's get started:
As recently as a couple years ago (as retirement approached), my plan seemed pretty clear:
My "plan" was for one "last hurrah" HO scale layout. That is, given my age, this would likely be my last layout. I chose to return to HO because of product availability and cost, but this time with a new twist for me: Instead of diesel (ALL my previous HO layouts were diesel), this time the plan was/is to model a freelanced 19th century railroading in a Colorado Rocky Mountain setting using available HO standard gauge equipment, modified as needed. (Such a theme has been a temptation since the early 1980s, just never could take the plunge.) As it sits, I pretty much have the needed rolling stock on hand, but none of it is truly "layout ready". That is, owing to the nature of my era selection, to keep costs reasonable, fully 90% of my rolling stock is toy train stuff that I've modified for scale use. I also have an adequate amount of RTR steam engines I've purchased in which to get started... but I will eventually need to assemble some on-hand steam engine kits (modifying as needed). Historically, I've enjoyed such tinkering (to a point).
So, in a nutshell (BIG nutshell): I have been retired since April of this year. (Love it. Had I known it would be this much fun, I would have retired in my 20's!) I have most of the needed components (engines, rolling stock, track, switches, even some structure kits/etc) on hand to start layout construction... even have the brand new lumber that was purchased a few months ago for the L-girders sitting on the floor of my purpose-built out building to house the layout.
BUT... (and it's a big but)...
It is becoming apparent to me that I'm lacking motivation to actually start cutting the lumber and start going forward with the theme.
Now, given my tendencies ("Gung Ho!" when I'm really into something), such trepidation is typically a sign of me not being comfortable with something. (My chosen direction?) In the case of this HO layout idea, I think it's a gut-check on whether I have sufficient, and sustainable, determination to tackle all the small, tedious work, that a nice HO scale layout requires. I also am second-guessing my 19th century theme. (As mentioned, diesel modeling has been my "go to" medium in the past.)
So now I sit stagnated, and have been for a while. Thus, at this point, I guess I need to try to distill just what is making me uneasy about my direction I had chosen, and hopefully come up with some solutions... or an entirely new direction. I know I could very well be way overthinking this... but my biological clock is ticking. IF I want to enjoy miniature trains... I'd best get my ship together and make sail.
Yup, the tangled webs we model railroad idiots can weave for ourselves.
All for this 'un. More later as I take the time to type it out.
Andre